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This was such a human episode, and I really needed it against all of the ai, growth and other bs background noise. Can’t wait to hear from you when you come back!

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Thank you soooo much for sharing!

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This feels like I am listening to my internal monologue 😂

Starting things compulsively, ah such a dopamine rush.

I love it!

I don't really care if they grow or not.

Just want to make them.

The moment I'm done with the v1, I feel I'm ready to move on and never look at it again.

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It sounds like you might score really high on the Openness trait in the Big Five personality test — just like me. People with high Openness need constant change, and long-term projects can feel draining. I know this feeling well, as routine tends to destroy me.

What truly helped me were silent retreats — spending a full week in silence.

Through these retreats, I’ve:

Discovered who I am beyond the constant mental chatter.

Learned to make peace with my restless "monkey mind."

Accepted myself fully, including my need for change.

Are you into any practices like:

Meditation?

Self-inquiry?

Silent retreats?

Breathwork?

These practices have been life-changing for me, helping me embrace and thrive with my high Openness.

Would love to hear if any of this resonates with you!

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